1. You left before I had the chance to mature enough, so that I could truly understand and value you. 2. The fears we need to face are ours alone. Born from nurture, festered out of all proportion as familial myths. 3. All this time concerned with all the things which have no bearing on anything. You fool. Can’t you see that? Even now. 4. The dark slide, pushed into place to stop the real world interfering with my true world. Worry remaining un-exposed. 5. To express and defuse her fears, she would take a lump of clay and use these emotions to form it into the perfect vessel to contain and dismiss those things that pained her. 6. That you could be so positive twangs at the rational strings of my credulity. 7. The easy is worthless. Bleed some, get exhausted. Lose weight, fluids hair, mental faculty. This shit is expensive. And you need to pay. 8. The only way that anyone can be wrong is for them to tell you that your opinion is wrong. 9. Would we lose all romance for our pasts if we could recollect every detail of every situation? Would we spend our days with the burden of our failures. Is it, perhaps, only forgetfulness and misrecollection which fill us with such aching pathos. 10. What do you care if these stories and anecdotes are true. As long as they make you laugh or cry or care; then an apology from me will never be due.
Penzance, Cornwall, 2019. Nikon d750
Felt very personal... there's a light at the end, relief, conclusion. Wonderfully written.
These are excellent